you could think of it in blushing color. Really its no wonder the sale of that junk falls off after awhile. Fun's fun, but too much is also too much and that's what its coming to. But it is in the long run a good thing for just that reason because it will gradually reduce sex to what it should always have been, a very satisfactory experience to be enjoyed freely and happily as the spirit moves one. Instead of being dirty, under cover, sneaky, shameful, and an activity that everyone avoids talking about in a clean way but which everybody talks about in a dirty and degrading way. The best way to destroy the "dirty postcard" approach is to make clean postcards easily available.

July 17. We were shown around the city in the morning and then taken to a private meeting room where I was informed that a "Press Conference" no less was being held for me. Man alive, I've given lots of talks, seminars, interviews, etc. but a press conference was some- thing else again. I wasn't sure how to do it. But when I'm baffled like that I just put my brain in gear, turn on my mouth and then go away and leave them running and it usually comes out O.K. I guess it did so this time. Anyway we made the front pages of Expressen and Aftonbladet the 2 largest papers in Stockholm and Politiken, the large Danish paper whose medical editor had been alerted by Erna, our Danish counciler and who had come up to Stockholm just for this. I never had so many flash bulbs go off in my face in my life, I hope some of them were good. But there were a lot of questions afterward and discussion and then refreshments. I was presented with two bunches of roses and all in all I was overwhelmed. After most had left and things had cooled Mr. Bernholm-the man whose article in Expressen was reprinted in TVia back in No. 52-had a taped TV interview with me which is to be a part of a series on various types of behavior pat- terns this spring. The whole thing had been arranged by the Swedish girls and went off great. The resulting publicity in the papers resulted in a great many new girls finding out about FPE-NE and coming into the fold so it certainly fulfilled its purpose.

That night we had a party at the home of Yvonne who is president of the Stockholm group. Among the guests was a young Norwegian actress studying in Stockholm. She sat across the table from me and next to a psychiatrist who had been at the press conference that after- noon. I wanted to talk with him but this girl had the biggest and most penetrating eyes I've seen in a long time and she kept looking at me while I talked to the MD. I stopped, turned to her and said, “cut it out, you're bringing Charles out and I don't want him" to which she just smiled knowingly and kept right on. In a minute or two I turned to

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